too relaxed?

i'm wondering if i might be feeling too relaxed in general - not stressed enough to be motivated to get things done before aaron gets here. i have a long list of things i'd like to accomplish in both eli and aaron's rooms before our wee one arrives, and i've done, well, almost nothing. and the holidays are nearly here. and after the holidays, well, i have one month before everything really needs to be done, just in case aaron decides 37 weeks inside of mama is long enough - like his big brother did. maybe it's because aaron is baby #2, and i know that setting up the nursery is really not necessarily a need. sure, i need to have the littlest clothes out of the attic and washed and have some diapers and wipes on hand. but well, that's really all i NEED. the rest is strictly for my aesthetic pleasure. maybe that is it - i see it as something for me, so i've shoved it to the bottom of my to do list! that sounds pretty much like me these days! i may have just found the motivation i needed - how therapeutic is my blog?